I am thinking about getting a tarantula. This will be my first invert, other than a few Apple Snails that I keep in my aquarium. Which would you recommend? I really like the look of the Mexican Fireleg, Brazilian Black&White, and Mexican Red Knee. Which of these three would be best for a beginner? I must warn you, I am afraid of spiders..and this is one of my quests to get over that fear. T's are beautiful creatures and deserve a lot of respect, which I like in an animal

. Any help would be appreciated (links, care sheets, books, etc)! Thanks