I must say I am sad, very sad. But not in the way I expected. I will mostly be sad about him not doing the cute things he used to. But when the last 5 months of your dogs life consist of him attacking non-exsisting foes, biting me and everyone else sometimes (with his no teeth!) and going to the bathroom on the floor every hour...its more a relief for me and for him I think than a terribly sad thing, I know that sounds insensitve but I don't mean it that way. I thank you all for your kind replies and they will help me when he goes into tomorrow morning.