oh Marisa, I'm so sorry. Finding words are definatly hard at a time like this. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Take care of yourself and make sure you get rest and something to eat. I know all to well what it feels like to lose a close family member, but to lose someone as close as a brother... my heart goes out to you.
Herps are like pringles, you can't stop at just one.
'believe me I know!!'