Im so sorry to hear that. My hopes are with you!
I feel what your going through, I've had about 7-8 members of my family and 1 or 2 friends have things such as your happen in the past two years.
I think its better if you let it out and let people know. I find it helps me with some things.
All good wishes to you and your family!
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