Kid seriously, just give it up. Expand your collection and read a few books first, maybe in a couple of years when you grow out of that dreamy state of mind of yours you'll be experienced enough to handle hots and even then, like many people here have already said: There is no point in milking snakes by yourself and trying to sell the antivenom, SPECIALLY if you live in freakin' Canada!
Everyone is being very patient with you, but you are clearly too stubborn to take any of the advices given kindly, this is gonna turn out into a big discussion. You are an accident waiting to happen, just give it up and take the logical steps, just like everyone else.
"Your heart understands what your head cannot yet conceive; trust your heart."