actually, i had a dream about 2 weeks ago that my finacee fell in love with some guy from our old university (McMaster) and wans't sure if she liked him more. I remember in my dream i just couldn't stand to think about it. I couldn't look her in the eyes cause I just started to cry. Forunately for me it was a dream. But it did make me think after I woke up. I decided that I was not in a position that I could share her. At least not with another guy. Of course I don't mean that she can't be friends with a guy. I empathize with your situation. I can only say that you can't sell yourself short. If you accept her not deciding, it's unfair to yourself in my opinion. Good luck Jeremy, I hope it all works out.
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