Sounds like you may be suffering from a form of depression.
Perhaps you should see counselor for advice or treatment.
Good luck---I hope things turn up for you
German Tour Guide: You vill find more on Germany's contributions to ze arts in ze pamphlets ve have provided.
Brian Griffin: Yeah, about your pamphlet... uh, I'm not seeing anything about German history between 1939 and 1945. There's just a big gap.