This is not your thread, once you hit post it became public.
I know you have made mistakes and the whole purpose of making them is to learn from them. So learn from them. All of us, including myself, have made mistakes and learned from them. ANy advice we give here is to help you not to make the same ones we did. If you can learn from our mistakes you won;t make the same ones we did. But it seems you have to do it your way and refuse our advice and make the same mistakes we did. Only the animals suffer.
And you can always buy another reptile.......Right?
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