I am sooo sorry to hear about your parrot. I don't know what to say. But being an animal lover and having a close bond w/my own pets, my heart goes out to you.
"He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader.
He will be yours, faithful and true to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion."-Unknown